Sunday, December 2, 2012

Woe is me pity party...and a plan!

Welcome to December 2012...the end of the world?

I am pleased to say that while I have gained weight back, I will NOT face our Mayan demise without a fight for my fighting weight. I have just rejoined Weight Watchers, I start PT for my unhealed heel Wednesday, our Christmas tree and lights are up, my holiday shopping is technically finished (though, I'm sure that I'll find some last minute goodies that I must have), and hopefully things are looking up! 

It's a busy time of the year for everyone, but I had to rejoin while it was in my head. Didn't want to outthink myself. I also didn't want to wait and make it a New Year's resolution. I want to fix things NOW! My head hasn't been in a good place for months. There are so many things that could be wrong with me and aren't, that I was feeling guilty about letting heel pain take me down. I have realized that it doesn't take much to throw a wrench into my mental outlook; I've gotten inflexible in my middle age. I also still want to take care of everyone else, occasionally at my own peril. Three words for myself?

GET OVER IT! I can't fix it all right this second. One step at a time.

Stay tuned...